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No eye has seen no ear has heard no mind has conceived what god has prepared for those who love him  – 1 corinthians 2: 9

God has a great future planed out for you but it must take time. You have to do your part and allow god to do his. the bible tells us to pray about every part of your life Jeremiah 20 11-13 .  It may be hard to understand gods plan for you , but if you spend your time trying to understand  you will miss out on what god has planed for you , stop trying to understand and start trusting in him and who he is. If you trust and wait on the lord i insure you he will not fail you. god loves you and wants whats best for you , and so todays new year eva , another year that god has given to us 2009 has been a year of many tears laughs it was the year where i came to know who god really was , but now 2010 is on the way and i am gonna keep on my walk with him .


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December 31, 2009 at 6:09 pm

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Sometimes i feel as if i want this all to end , i think about my life my mistakes and the pain that i cause for other people. i get so drown into my regrets that i start to question god about my appearence. I get mad at god for allowing me to be born i tell him that i was a mistake. You and me both are not perfect but we serve a god that is. God has a purpose for our being and he knows the plans he has for us. He knows how much we can handle and how much we can’t cause you see god doesnt give us a trial we can’t handle. Now we have have our trials which i like to say our moment of darkness. But god is the light in the dark he will shine and be there with you , but he wants you to know that your not alone in fact your never alone. A blessing can come in the wake of being broken

Jesus is humble in heart and his words are but the truth. Whenever you feel as if you cant take no more , Remeber this veres For the lord god will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being snared [ PROV 3 :26 ] Even in the darkness there is hope : )

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November 28, 2009 at 4:36 pm

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More To Thanksgiving

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Okay so it’s been a while since my last blog , usualy i post one every two days this week has just been busy. Its 8:30 am and its Thanksgiving : ) This is the day when we all gather togther to give thanks for what we have , But lately it seems like that has changed. Every year it is becoming more about the food , Which is okay but why have we forgoten about what matters the most? Well to me everyday should be Thanksgiving NOT just so we could eat but everday we should thank god for what we have and stop wanting what we dont have. Honsetly thank god that he has given you yet another day to enjoy , Thank him for your eyes to see , ears to hear and a mouth to talk . But also be careful with what you do with it . So i hope you all have an amazing Thanksgiving and dont Forget to thank god for who he is. God bless bye.

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November 26, 2009 at 1:37 pm

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Surrender your control to god

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How Easy is it to get lost in your own goals and take our eyes off of god? I for one suffer with this problem , I have so many dreams that sometimes i forget that he is the one who allows me to have them. I am still learning how to give god my everything.

” In the silence of the heart god speaks “

One thing i have learned is that i cannot speak to god unless i am willing to listen to what he has to say. This means we must make a conncetion with god and during this process the mouth will speak and the mind will think as the ears are listening. Conncetion with god is about talking and asking god what he wants from us this also includes listeing. Jesus didnt part the water of the jordon rivers for the isralites until they first put their feet in the water  { Joshusa 3:15-16 } they had to be willing to reach out to god and listen to what he wanted them to do, they had to make a conncetion with god.  We must always ask go to lead us to the path he wants and then listen to what he has to say.

Surrending to god completety is a way to overcoming our restless , impatient spirit as we wait for him to work in our lives. We must give him our life and everything within it key Word [ HEART ]. This is indeed the first step in surreder. Without giving our heart with god we will never be able to give everything eles. Take the first step today and give your control and your heart to god , see where that take you.

Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom

and your dominion endures throughtout all generations

The lord upholds all who fall

and raises up all those who are bowed down

The eyes of all look expectantly to you,

and you give them their food in due season you open your hand

and satisfy the desire of every living thing

The lord is righteous in all his ways

Gracious in all his works

The lord is near to all who call upon him

he will fulfill the desire of those who fear him

he also will hear their cry and save them

  • Psalm 145:13-19

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November 16, 2009 at 11:41 pm

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The Love of jesus

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Today i went dowtown with my pastor and five youth to feed the Homeless. The exprerince was life changing , i remeber last night when i was praying and i had ask god to use me to speak a word of his. I found that just by me being there giving them what they needed and helping them ,  i was showing them the love of Jesus. As my pastor parked the car i felt tears on my cheeks. i look out the window to find lots of people waiting standing there in the cold , their faces cold their eyes filled with hunger. I couldnt wait to step out of the car and begin. they look tired and hopeless , i opened the door and step out still with tears in my eyes , i knew that i was here for a reason and that reason was god. We began unpacking the fresh food i grabed a juice with a sandwhich and a track and handed it to the lady in the dark black coat. She had light blue eyes and dark black hair. She look at me and smiled i couldnt help but smile back.

In the no longer than 10 minutes everything was gone, we had given mostly everybody who needed. i closed the boxes feeling this amazing joy. i knew that something differnt was changing and i felt that it was my heart. i always desired a heart for jesus and like jesus, i was proud that i put my words into action. My most favoite veres is Luke 6:35 Do things for others and expect nothing in return. 



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November 7, 2009 at 9:12 pm

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Eye on journey

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A christian should keep her eye on her journey end , just as our lord jesus while enduring the cross kept focus on the joy that was before him. 

Each and every one of us has a calling or so to say purpose. The question is can we keep ones eye on the promise? We each are beginning our journey with god but something always seem’s to want to end our journey or interfere. You see there are days when we are joyful,  excited and thankful , those are the days when everything seems to be going great and we praise god and we are confident on the path we are walking . Then suddenly we feel depressed or burden , hopeless , discouraged , insecure. Thats when we begin to question ones journey we give up or end our journey. Let me tell you Those are the most times when we must keep ones eye on our purpose , we must pray and humble ourself and speak to god about what we feel. We must give more even if we feel like giving up. In the same way let the eyes of your heart be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you in riches and of his glorious ( Eph 1: 18-19 )

Jesus a perfect Example

What better person to be an example then JESUS. As jesus was being beaten he never give up or give in. You see jesus had the power to kill the mens that was hurting him. he could have stop it with just one word. But because he loved us he stood humble and keep his eye on the reason and purpose. He knew what was going to happen after all this was done he knew the reason god sent him here on earth. he didnt question god. If Jesus could do it Why cant we. Now of course we are not perfect like jesus was but our goal is to grow as Christlike. We have to remember that jesus has plan’s , his plans are not to harm us but give us hope and a future. We have to keep our eyes on the calling we must not look back for there is nothing there to look at, We have to continue or journey with god although we feel burden and worthless keep in mind that there was a man who wants you to make it. He is walking with you every step of the way. Never give up just give more.

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November 3, 2009 at 11:07 pm

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Trusting God

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Don’t trust to hold God’s hand; let Him hold yours. Let Him do the holding, and you the trusting. How great is it to know that god is holding our hands, but how hard is it to trust in him and to trust that he wont let us go. My dear friend i can say that i to have this problem. You see theres no doubt that god is always there with us , but something deep in us always wants to change our mind and makes us believe that he is not. As i am writing this now i to feel as if im not puting all my trust in him. I feel as if my trial has no way out, you see but if i right now put aside fear and doubt and just trust him , puting all my faith in him i know i will be able to carry this trial. Isaiah 12 :2 says Surely god is my salvation i will trust and not be afraid.  Today confess with your mouth believe in your heart and understand in your mind that god is there put all your faith and trust in him. Allow him to hold your hand and guid you through.

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October 24, 2009 at 5:09 pm

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